I was listening to my playlist last night, and a particular song came on that caused the hairs on my body to prickle. I was laying in bed with my lights off, waiting fearfully for the song to be over.
I think back to the time that I added the song. It has the same title as a different song that I was looking for, and so I haphazardly added this one as well.
The song is "I Miss You" by Nomy:
As I was listening to this song last night, it sounded demonic to me. It sounded as if I were being encouraged to commit suicide because life is empty without love.
There is some truth to that idea: life is empty without love--because Love itself emanates from God. However, there are many people that hold to Love as if it is their god, rather than realize that Love comes from God.
Today, I did some research on Nomy. I was surprised to find that "God" and "Jesus" are found in a few of his songs. And yet....something doesn't seem quite right. Here are some of the lyrics from another song by Nomy, "Crucified by Love":
Erase my name, from the past
So many years have gone so fast
So take this life and begone
You are no longer my number one
You made me live
Hoped you'd stay
Never knew what she was about to say
Im sorry for the time
You're still one of a few
I'm sorry you were mine
I'm crucified by you
And what we had was fine
Yeah god was crying blood
Yeah life are left behind
I'm crucified by love
It turned out you're no longer mine
Without a whisper and without a sign
So nail me, nail me to the cross
Oh baby, fail me fail me just for us
And haunt me haunt me in my dream
Oh baby thrill me kill me sins redeem