Today—I
can’t think—
that’s
not actually true.
Today—I
can’t focus
because
I’m thinking of
—too many
things—
but
that’s not right either.
Today—there
is One—
huge—thing—occupying
my
mind and I’m trying
to
run from it—from idea
to idea—stuffing
different—
irrelevant—concepts
into
my brain—to try—
to
distract—to drown out—
to suffocate—that
One thing.
And
yet—it will—not—die.